Balance

Our staff went on a retreat last weekend and it was a great time of playing together, worshiping together, eating together, and being encouraged together.  We had an excellent speaker who has worked for many years in Latin America with World Vision and understands very much what community development and working with "the poor" looks like.  I appreciated very much that instead of speaking in lofty terms and about things that weren't super relate able, he talked to us about this idea of balance in life basing it on the book of Ecclesiastes.  This is not a book of the Bible that I have spent much time studying, besides the famous "A time for..." chapter.  Our speaker talked about the cynical words that the author of Ecclesiastes shares about the reality of life- it's "meaningless" and all that matters is to enjoy your toil and food and drink, etc.  But without this being an excuse to check out of this life and just do whatever you want, he was challenging us more to invest and work hard and love well the people of our communities and in our lives, but also not become hardened and cynical and miss out on the opportunities to enjoy the simple things in life. 

I was thinking about this idea of balance and the things that I see that make me want to harden my heart some and on the other end, the things that provide me encouragement and remind me that there is goodness in the world.  And that goodness can only come from Christ.  Seeing a line of cars stopped and waiting while an older gentleman with a cane and his younger family member cross the road together.  The woman who gives up her seat on the bus to a young mother and baby when the bus is full.  The fifth grade girl who quotes our lesson about "loving her neighbor" when I asked the group what their plans were for the rest of the day.  My supervisor and his wife inviting me to have dinner with their family when they have very busy lives between their own work and family lives here.  Receiving a gift of papaya from my watchy man Oscar when I know he doesn't have any too much money to buy things for others.  A Tico co-worker and his wife pulling me aside during the retreat to encourage me and affirm that they know it must be hard to live so far away from family and friends and that the Lord surely is and will continue to bless me for it. 

These are the moments that I want to hold on to when seeking the balance between the work and the difficulties and the simple joys and encouragements in life.  I'd like to challenge you to think of what you need to do to find that balance in your lives as well.  Thankfully, we are not left to do it on our own, but have the Holy Spirit living in us to guide and direct us.  But we need to listen to Him, and obey.  I'm speaking to the choir here.  :)

Here are some pics of what's being going on during this fall (and slower without North American students!) season here at SI Costa Rica:

Making cupcakes for a "Frozen" themed party for a ten year old friend

Beginning readers at the Centro

Of course we continue to bake delicious things at girls' club!

3rd graders making a map of the world all on their own.  Maybe not exactly proportional but a great job still.

15 de setiembre parade with my little blondie Tica friend

 

Hats, sombreros, beanies, gorras, fedoras...whatever you call them, I wear A LOT of them!

The other day I somehow got to thinking about the different "hats" that I wear as a staff member for SI Costa Rica.  When I taught first grade in California, I also wore a lot of hats, including being an educator of young minds, a nurse, a police officer in the classroom, a counselor, etc.  But working for a small, cross/multi-cultural and bilingual missions organization requires that I do different things at different times, sometimes at the same time.  It's quite difficult to explain to someone for the first time what it is exactly that we as SI do or more specifically, what I actually do.  I thought it would be fun to try and put into words some of the different hats/roles that I have.

Taxi driver- sometimes I drive around my non-licensed co-workers, our interns, our semester students, outreach members, take people to and from the airport, etc.  My Suzuki has gotten a lot of good use over the last 2 years of ownership!

Arts and crafts instructor- Wednesday and Thursday afternoons we have an art hour with the kids, and I always try to come up with different techniques using different materials that we are able to find here that won't be too expensive or complicated but also not too boring.  

Home-Ec teacher- Our girls' club on Fridays often has either a cooking or baking lesson as part of the agenda, or else we do a sewing or collage or decorative project to make their living space bright and also be connected to the Bible lesson.

Jump-rope turner, Jenga player, Uno champion...These are a few of the activities that I participate in when we have recreo or break time during our Tutoring Sessions.

In-House English language expert- Ok, maybe "expert" is not the right word, but being the only native English speaking working full-time at the Centro means a lot of my tutoring revolves about pronunciation, reading, and writing in English.

Costa Rican Tour Guide- Our short term teams, interns, and semester students all have day trips as part of their program or outreach experience here, and I certainly don't mind a free trip to the beach or flying across the rainforest via ziplines.

Bible teacher- Several times a week we intentionally open the Bibles with our students, and get to share about God's message of love for them.  These past months we have been going through the Fruit of the Spirit with our girls' club.  What a privilege to share with them the Word of the Lord!

Translator (of both languages and culture)- working with English speakers that come from the US and my Spanish speaking students requires A LOT of translating back and forth so that they can understand each other.  And a lot of times the translating is more than just the words they say, but the WHY based on their culture, family, background, etc. 

Accountant- I don't know why I ended up being the money manager for our site (my co-worker is a math guy by trade...) but I'm in charge of keeping receipts and making purchases for us and our needs and projects.  

Disciplinarian/Counselor- Working with 1st-6th graders in a small house means there are going to be interpersonal issues, and that requires Jose and I the fun job of disciplining and sometimes counseling to get to the deeper issues of why this behavior is occurring.

And of course, a Loving Educator- the core of my job is helping to support and challenge my students to do their best in school by reinforcing and practicing with them the skills that they are working on in their classrooms.  Seeing them successfully pass their tests and move on to each new grade level is a HUGE fruit of our labor at the Tutoring Center.

There are potentially some parts of the job that I am forgetting, but there are 11 of the different aspects of what it is I do and participate in on a regular basis.  Please keep me and the Tutoring Center in your prayers as sometimes wearing so many hats can mean that I can get a little crazy and feel all over the place!  But what a rewarding place to be, working with kiddos and young people and wanting to see each and every one of them come to know our God on a deep and personal level.  :)

Beauty all around

Costa Rica is a gorgeous country.  The rest of the world considers it to be a tropical and rain forest paradise, and I have been fortunate to be able to experience much of it's beauty in the almost 2 1/2 years that I have been living here.  I would like to say that I appreciate the "naturaleza" that I'm surrounded with on a daily basis and it doesn't get old seeing fantastically green coffee mountains on my drive to work, but that just isn't true.  Whatever our "normal" is, we seem to get used to and don't always see the beauty in it.  But there are those days where I'm driving into Los Guido to the Tutoring Center and am just in awe at how gorgeous the mountains are that surround this impoverished community that has grown so dear to my heart.  And on those days I'm thankful for the reminder that God is the creator of the Earth and is so creative in how He has expressed His glory in physical and visible ways. 
These are pics recently taken quite close to home:

A particularly gorgeous sunset, taken as I was getting gas in downtown Desamparados

A view from my bosses property, which is 10 minutes from my home

These past few months I have had the opportunity to be outdoors and experience some of the magnificent creation more than I normally do.  Some friends from Visalia were here studying Spanish and we had two unique adventures that I was so blessed to be able to see some new parts of the country.  As much as I feel like I have adapted to being more of a "city girl," there is something about being outdoors and experiencing God there that has no comparison.  May I never cease to be amazed and reminded of the magnificent God of creation!
 Below are a few pics from my time in the Arenal Volcano area and also on the Pacuare River.

Stephanie, Melanie, and I SO excited because Arenal was perfectly clear and visible!

Rio Pacuare

 

World Cup Madness

Before I moved to Costa Rica, I liked soccer just fine, but I wouldn't say I followed it or would consider it my favorite sport to watch.  My Frantz family members are very faithful Dodger baseball fans, and so I know a bit of what it's like to be obsessed at times with a sport and a team.  I was in Ecuador in 2006 for the World Cup and was able to experience a bit of the craziness that is a Latin American country when their country wins a World Cup game.  But NONE of my prior life experiences have prepared me for the mayhem and celebration that has been going on here in Costa Rica during this 2014 World Cup!

A little bit of history- as a small country in Central America (we have a population of about 4.5 million and can only boast of 19,700 square miles in land size), we typically are not a World Cup powerhouse or team to be feared.  In 1990 the Costa Rica "Sele" made it to second round of the World Cup tournament, but did not make it past that.  So the fact that Costa Rica made it to the top 8 this year is just HUGE.  I could go on and on about how cool it is that they made it as far as they did, but I figure if you care that much, you either a) already know all about what I would share with you or b) could Google search it and find out from someone who knows a whole lot more than me.  

Soccer is so very important to Latinos and, well, most of the rest of the world outside of the US.  And I do have some friends from the States who follow soccer and love to watch and/or play it, but I would not say that is the majority of the country's stance.  There are too many other sports to follow to give as much importance to soccer as the rest of the world does.  That being said, my students at the Tutoring Center, my neighbors, my Tico friends of staff with me, and most of the people I talk to LOVE soccer with all their hearts.  And it has been so fun to see the people come together to celebrate their country being represented on this world stage the past month and do so well.  It gives my kids in Los Guido hope that they too can fulfill their dreams and do something different than maybe the rest of the world might tell them they will become.  The rest of the world didn't think that Costa Rica had a chance to make it out of the first round of the tournament, and they made it to the final 8.   As cheesy as it sounds, I had tears in my eyes yesterday when the Costa Rica team took a knee together during the overtime penalty shots round, showing their solidarity together and support for one another.  Sure, at the end of the day it's just a game, but I think it has come to mean much more for Costa Ricans as a people this past month.  And I'm so glad to have been able to be here to be a part of it!

Here are some pictures taken over the past weeks as we watched and celebrated Costa Rica's wins together with friends and ministry partners:

Watching the first Costa Rica game at a local pizza place with intern friends

Our watch party celebrating after the first win!!

Watching Costa Rica vs Greece at our SI office with our team members here from the States

Celebrating in the streets of Desamparados after defeating Greece

Cheering on Costa Rica with some of my Tutoring Center kids on a Friday morning game

GOAL!!!!!!  Kids from the Tutoring Center watching and cheering together.

Making signs to support the Sele and decorate the garage for the watch party together

Community, a fluid concept...

What is community?  I remember that this particular word was thrown out a lot when I was a student at Fresno Pacific University.  We talked a lot about wanting to have community, to do life in community, to be a community, etc.  When I left Visalia, CA for Costa Rica, I was leaving behind several communities: the Malaga School community where I had worked for 5 1/2 years, the Neighborhood Church community where I had worshipped and served, my friendship group and our shared community there, and my Frantz family community.  

Now that I live in Desamparados and work in Los Guido, I am again part of several communities.  My Students International friends and co-workers are my main community here.  We work together, worship together, pray together, eat together, go to movies together, have those hard conversations together, etc.  One of the difficult but also wonderful things about the SI community is that we are almost always having people enter and exit our community; staying for a time to minister and grow together, and then, most of the time, returning to where they came from.  I have met wonderful friends from all over the US and even from other countries because of the time that they have been a part of the SI Costa Rica community.  I think most of the time I view this ever changing community as exciting and a great learning experience, but sometimes it takes a toll on the heart.  It is HARD to say hello and then goodbye to people you have grown to love.  

I guess I've just been thinking a lot lately about this interesting sort of "forced" community that I am a part of here and how unique and (sometimes) challenging of a situation it can be to have a small group of us that are constant and full-time and a much larger group that is coming and going.  It is a comfort and a source of strength to know that we have a God that is constant, that is full-time, that is here in Costa Rica and in Visalia and everywhere else, and knows the things that bring joy and pain to our hearts.  And I guess it's okay that even after two years of living here and being a part of this ever changing and growing community, it isn't always easy.  

Thanks for your prayers as I continue on this journey of allowing the Lord to be enough and the supplier of my needs rather than seeking that from others.  
Here are some pics of some of the awesome members of Tara's SI Costa Rica Community:

Having frozen yogurt with some dear British friends from church

Kids at the Centro enjoying our newly donated laptops!

One of the sweet little first graders that I work with regularly

My birthday dinner with these wonderful ladies and co-workers

Girls' club field trip to a local park

Let the pictures speak for themselves

I realized that I haven't posted any pictures on my blog in several months, so rather than be super wordy today, I will let the pictures speak for themselves.  These are some of the highlights of the past few months. :)

4-6 graders with our fun high school ladies from Mississippi

Jose and me, along with Fresno Pacific semester students Francisco, Marina, and Alex

Awesome team members from Bethel University

Making silly photo booth accessories with Friday girls' club

Reading a bilingual book with one of my former English students

 

In Christ Alone

There in the ground, His body lay
Light of the world by darkness slain
Then bursting forth in glorious day
Up from the grave He rose again

This hymn is so powerful and every time moves me to tears.  I think it's the truth of the statement and the reality that this event actually happened.  Jesus DID die for us, and on the third day, He rose again.  We did nothing to deserve it, nothing we could do would ever be good enough to earn it.  As good of a Christian and Jesus follower I may think I am being, I still will fall short every time.

Every Easter Sunday of my life, with the exception of my first year in Costa Rica, I have celebrated Jesus' death and resurrection with my family in Shafter.  This year it turned out that I needed to travel on this special day in order to be back for work in time, and it feels strange to be among strangers in an airport.  But it's amazing how God can speak to you whenever and wherever if you are available to listen.  So while I'd prefer to either be in Desamparados or Shafter rather than Phoenix this Easter morning, I am thankful that the truth of this song and of His redeeming love is unchanging.